Burn Baby Burn!

I mentioned a little bit ago that we have been able to wear jeans to work for a few days because of it being "Spring Cleaning" around my office. I was a little busy and preoccupied last week with actual work that I didn't get around to cleaning out my cube until yesterday. I threw away so much old paper and junk! I packed up a few boxes of things to take home, some to keep and some for the garage sale.

Then while I was at it, I decided I wanted to move my computers around. I have 2 computers and 3 monitors at work. My main computer is a PC and it has 2 monitors. I do so much back and forth work that it is nice to have one program open on one screen and the other program open on the other screen. Then my other computer is a Mac and it is mainly for testing my website when I make changes. To make sure the customer gets the best experience possible when browsing pier1.com :)

All of that to say that yesterday, since I did so much cleaning and moving around of my stuff that I burned a little over 2700 calories! That is the most I have burned in one day since getting my BodyBugg. I was thrilled with my numbers yesterday and overall had a deficit of 1321 calories. It was a good day.

I just went down to our Rec room and played a couple of Wii Bowling games with my friend. And tonight I'm going to get a pedicure with Beth, to celebrate her passing the 90 pound loss mark! Then I'll be going home and watching some episodes of The Wire. That is an awesome show!

I'll leave you with a picture of my newly cleaned and reorganized cube! Enjoy :)

Much Needed Break

I have been struggling. As y'all have been reading. So I decided to take a few days off of counting. And that's what I did this weekend. Friday, Saturday and Sunday. I didn't log any of my food. I tried not to go crazy or anything and I kept wearing my Bugg, but I just gave myself permission to not log anything. And it was wonderful. So nice to just not worry about it. I had a milkshake at the movies yesterday and it tasted amazing! I had nachos for dinner on Friday and they were delicious. I think it was just what I needed. Of course the scale was mad at me this morning, but I just laughed it off. It said I was up 5 pounds! There is no way that is even possible! So I'm back at it today and I feel really good.

I hope everyone had a nice Easter weekend. Summer is coming and I am excited to get in the pool. It is my zen place. I swim, sure. But I more enjoy lounging on my raft and listening to the water spill over the spa. We have lots of dragonflies around my pool, if you are still they come and land on your toes or fingers. It is super fun to watch.

That's about all for now, til next time ...

Broken Record

I feel like a broken record these days. I'm wearing my BodyBugg, I'm logging my calories, I'm burning more than I'm consuming. Yet the scale doesn't budge. I know we all go through this, but I'm still frustrated. And I'm tired of being frustrated.

I have been lacking on the water though, so I'm trying to bump that up. I'm not sure what else I can do right now. Aside from things I have no intention of doing that is ... i.e. becoming an exercise freak of nature. I have to keep telling myself that numbers don't lie. And that eventually - as long as I keep doing what I know I'm supposed to do - it will all even out. I have to believe that!

On a possibly exciting note, this week we are doing spring cleaning at work so we are allowed to wear jeans every day. Yesterday I woke up and grabbed some jeans and put them on. These are jeans I've been wearing for a couple of months now. Old Navy, size 12. They were not fresh out of the wash, so they weren't really tight when I put them on. So during the day as I noticed they were pretty loose and I kept having to pull them up, I figured that was the reason why.

Fast forward to this morning. I take out a different pair of Old Navy jeans, size 12 (just a different shade of denim) and put them on. Now these are freshly washed, like just from last night and I had to get them out of the dryer this morning to put them on. And all day today I've been yanking on my jeans because they feel like they are falling off! I even put on a belt this morning and everything. Half way through the day I even tightened my belt up to the tightest notch ... STILL feel loose and like they are gonna fall off. Such a problem to have :)

Well, the sort of weird thing is that I have been measuring my waist and my hips at least once a month and they don't ever really change. I have a very rectangular shape, the difference between my waist and my hips is only 2 inches. Which makes it so awkward when buying clothes. My waist is one size and my hips are a totally different size (but I'm pretty sure I've lamented about that before, sorry for being repetitive!). Which makes me wonder, if my hips are the same size now as they were a week ago, why do these jeans that fit fine last week suddenly feel so loose?

THAT, my friends, is the question for the ages!

Have a great evening everyone ...

Difficult day

Yesterday started out alright. Nothing special. I was on track with my eating, my last day of mushies after my fill. I planned my meals and everything was going according to plan.

Well, we all know how plans go, right?

It's too ridiculous to try and explain and it wouldn't be interesting in any case. But basically some people at work didn't do their jobs on this certain task which is then causing the task to be late coming to me and it was implied that any extra time built into the time line needed to be absorbed by me so that the project still goes live on schedule. I pretty much told them to take a flying leap and that I shouldn't always be the one who has to scramble and rush at the end of the project because people at the beginning can't seem to keep their ducks in a row. And so now I have the project tasks handed off to me and I have found the usual amount of forgotten pieces of the puzzle, etc. etc. etc. I'm sure many of you have been in this exact same position once or twice in your lives.

So because of my stress level during the last 1-2 hours of work yesterday, my dinner plan of 450-500 calories went out the window and jumped to around 900. Thankfully that just means that I almost broke even yesterday with my numbers:

Burned: 1954
Consumed: 1961
Overage: 7

Today I am a little better, but I am still irked about this project situation and so my morale is not at its highest. I am trying to keep my head down, do my work and listen to my book. Only a couple of more hours to go before I can head home. :) The plan for tomorrow is to go to the zoo! We love the zoo here in town and usually go a couple of times a year. It is especially fun to take pictures of the animals.

I promise to be more cheerful next time I post ... thanks for listening to my grump fest.

Thank goodness for fills!

Why did I wait so long to get a fill? That's what this whole band is about isn't it? To use as a tool to help us when we need it. I have to remember that and utilize what I have in front of me. I was already down a little more on the scale this morning which is quite motivating. I'm going to have to go on a shopping trip soon. I'm kind of afraid to go shopping though. Different stores things fit so differently and I don't want to get frustrated. Plus, my shape is weird. My top is one size, my waist is a different size and my hips are a whole other size (according to most stores sizing charts) so what in the heck am I supposed to do? All in all I guess its not that horrible of a problem. We are talking do I get a size 12 or a 14? Am I a L or an XL? It's not like any of those sizes are bad :)

Other than that, things are pretty quiet around my life at the moment. I'm planning on participating in my neighborhood garage sale the first Saturday in May. Get rid of some unwanted stuff. That will be nice. I'm hoping the weather gets warm soon so I can get in my pool too! That's all for now ... have a great day everyone!